If you love go

christosau

  Many a time I can not do without saying that Can each time you say, the heart would clench a point. I am a big way the old man said, there are so many romantic thoughts. Then no matter I am willing or not, the dead lift to go clubbing. Although I do not like this kind of life, but did not resist the process requirements. I would like to know my process is, he just wanted another, more superficial way, so I continue to survive.
  is a hangover of the night, the lights become more and more eyes dark eyes of the world began to shake, it should be drunk. That's good, at least, can rest my body good, they are tired. Close your eyes, the lights are out, darkness.
  woke up the next day, Cheng-day break to shortage of bed in my bedroom was full of smoke. I sat up, head burst like a pain. Yin, first wash your face. Process took a deep puff, and looked pale Mo said. Turned out of bed, went into the bathroom, unscrew the faucet, the water along the hair slowly over the face, neck, and then disappear with the temperature of the skin. The mirror face beard Plaza, emaciated face, Oh, after all, is old.
  I casually wiping his face, leaning against the bed, out of cigarettes, casual ignition, waiting for the opening process. A long while, Cheng finally speak out, Lolo to see you. Fingers caught in the smoke off the ground, nearly burning bed, I got up, walked to the window, I would rather that I hear voices, I got it wrong, Cheng said that this is not.
 -way voice continued to say, Lolo home company problems, requires a lot of liquidity, banks are unwilling to lend to them, and now you come out only by security, to help her get through. Joke, why should I help her to help my opponent, process, and I stared at him in the eyes, unless I'm crazy, just do so. Then, begin to neural-like breaking things.
  process did not speak, just a quiet look at me vent, to throw things all over the place, finally, I fell tired, and fell to the ground, way close to me, handing me a cigarette, said Yin, do you still care about The bar, Oh, she about you today at 4 pm in the
  why, way, you know, I can not see her ... ...
  process condensate of the face, but the Yin, that are already passed, you have to tie him down by those in the past how long? To see her. Finally he turned and walked way, back a little trance, I suddenly felt very guilty, Cheng, and Lolo in my story, carries too many contradictions.
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  at the moment, I had to think of my story with Lolo, less I separate these seven years with her, I am afraid the two men struggle is far from talking about, probably two years. At that time we, also wearing a pigtail, singing nursery rhymes, innocent and naive, I do not know things are. I'm with her, grew up with in a courtyard, and later, the father job transfers, moving to the other side of the city. Still remember, went away, Lolo, shaking the hands of the kite, holding my hand and said, Yin brother, you always come back Oh, fly a kite to accompany Lolo, Lolo largest in the top fairy painting ... ... she spoke, tears da da it's down right away, weeping pear with water, I took her little hands, solemn commitment, Lolo good, you put a lifetime of Yin brother kite, OK?
  Lolo listening to the Laughing exposed shallow mouth smile, tears still hanging in the eyes. Trailer on the outside of my father's body pulled into the car, I opened the window, head out, but saw Lolo trot chasing cars in the back, hands kite also fall to the ground, pigtails, quiver scattered flowers as Dala in the head. At that time, I secretly vowed in psychology, I am going to put a lifetime of Lolo kite, fly the highest, the furthest one.
  so talented father, but in a cold in the fall, never up. I do not understand how a few days ago a good mood and his father went away so easily, the impermanence of things to play the entire family devastated. Prior to this, the mother did not work, stay at home to help when a virtuous and the inside Yin, but after that, the mother holding the humility to laugh out every day looking for work, came home crying one 躲在房间里 very low voice . Suddenly I seemed to understand what a misfortune that I have to throw away many things, including my oath promised to Lolo, Lolo said in my heart for as long as I had the opportunity, will go back to flying kites.
  mother took me out of the new house, rent a small houses, she said, money to the province, left me for tuition. I nodded, for the mother, the loss of his father, she has fallen in large half the sky, I have no reason to ask her more.
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  blink of an eye, after a primary school, junior high school has passed. High school, I consider the city to the best schools, met the process, also met her - Lolo. Few years gone, Lolo Chula's more beautiful, still like to laugh, his face there are two lovely dimples. Yin brother still like me, but no tie pigtail, but the dough will be long hair draped over her shoulders, I thought a move, the original is already a big girl, we are from childhood years has been a long long time.
  I thank God I meet her again, I think that a child should be able to continue the oath. Also, as had in mind the fact that as the development of, and perhaps then called puppy love, but I do not care, I decided to do, promises must be fulfilled.
  three of us agreed, how long a lifetime, how long we will be together. Therefore, the University was selected in the same city. Is not always a happy day too soon, gone on to junior. Winter break that year, I told my mother, back home to give her a surprise, she soon had a daughter.
  back to the city, the Lolo first return to their home, with her appointment, the New Year I see my mother to pick her up, have a meal together. However, I was at her home one day not seen such a person, her mother lying in bed, very weak to tell me to go out early in the morning, and also did not say what to do.
  home, his mother in a highly unpredictable depth looked at me as if I was out this day, there have been some hidden secrets. Middle of the night, I lay in bed, how could not sleep, Lolo where she was in the end, and never, she did not disappear without a word before. Middle of the night, the moonlight through the dense foliage, vent into the room, some sparkling crisp taste.
  really can not sleep, a coat, walked out the door a great wind, floating in the sky fragmented snow that winter's first snow. I can not find words to describe the scene later, lolo still there in front of me, overlying a layer of silver hair, white snow, I do not know that she stayed long in the snow, the whole body is trembling.
  I hugged her and walked to the house, she grabbed my arm, shook his head no [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], do not go to your home. The only time a luxury, live a hotel, that night, like until the scattered flowers to all the soft and rigid body burst in the depths of each other. Opened his eyes when the day has a large bright, white snow outside, the snow, according to the white hair in the eyes of the cold. I thought it was a sign of flowers results, did not envisage was actually the end of withered leaves.
  Since then, I have never seen her, Cheng said, maybe there is something old and too late Lolo notice. What can be a major event, even the family have moved, did not believe a winter vacation? Cheng speechless. Mother was so glad that winter has brought a woman, said to be the daughter of his father during his lifetime friend, a rare good girl, told me not to be missed. A very fine woman, I understand the meaning of the mother, but unfortunately, she is not Lolo, not promise I promise a beautiful girl. I only live up to the mother's wishes, so long after that she saw me, swallowed their anger is an expression, it is not what I understand the feelings of being rejected only after a woman unwilling to Bale.
  thought back to school in the fall to see Lori, but may be asked to be the message that she had dropped out, Cheng came to me, Lolo married in the home, the object is a city rich young master, home started a company. And then handed me invitations sent, red wedding invitations, the above Lolo laugh really reserved, original cute little dimple in sight. This also means that I and her story, from childhood to now over, completely over.
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  finally decided to go see her, the way I think, so many years fighting for what I am, I am afraid I do not want to admit that when Lolo choose the rich, I in fact have begun to plan to get even. Such energy mind against her husband's company, just to let him become nothing, in fact, I won, and today's meeting is the best evidence.
  I sat opposite her, staring at her unscrupulous, I told myself over and over again, in front of her lolo is not the original, and now nothing but a people who are asking me. I did not speak, waiting for her to speak.
  Yin, long time. Trip to the end, I think you should know, I hope you can help me. Lolo put down the coffee, looking at me, eyes calm. At that moment, anger coming in, and why she can be so calm, why she can be so lightly, we had all forgotten all do?
  can, I can help you, but I have a condition. I leaned approximation, staring at her eyes, said, word by word, and your husband divorced, I promise to help you.
  Lolo's eyes flashed two, dark the dark, but still raised his eyes with me on the TV, I go back and discuss. Pick up the package, turned away, leaving me alone stand in the table. I was not in exchange for the pleasure of revenge, not cumbersome to reduce, even heavy hand, heart.
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  I am determined to see him, had been expected he would make things difficult for me. However, to my divorce, I do that? Swiss married for seven years and, if not love, so many years of each other, to separate, but also very difficult. In Yin's eyes, I saw his anger, his resentment. However, Yin, you know, that winter, there are too many things buried in the snow underneath.
  Yin's mother to see me, she said, pointing next to the sophisticated woman, it was Yen, I picked the wife of Yin. After that, she said a lot, I listen, they simply look at the woman who called Yan, smile blossoming. I do not know whether these tell Yin, before that [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], my mother has thrown me a more violent bomb.
  recurrence of her illness, doctors said that without surgery, then as soon as possible, had not a month. A huge surgery, the pressure of a person breathless, I'm looking for Yin, however, the case of Yin is not much better than me, school, and I still Yin Cheng, all of work and earn living expenses.
  night mother groaning, are thorns in my heart, deep, deep. Yin did not know there were people - Switzerland, long time ago after me, he said, as long as you marry me, your mother I'm all bear the medical expenses. Survival of the eyes the face of the mother, as well as the woman who called Yen, I give up my beautiful Yin commitment. I said, I married. After that night, and then quickly escape.
  After going back, I can not see Ray's face, I say, Switzerland, we divorce. Rui's body trembled a bit, this is his condition? En. I close my eyes, nodded. I know the meaning of Swiss company, that the efforts of three generations of his family. I, being taken care of for many years, and unable to bear children, is that for him to do something.
  good name I signed the divorce agreement, gave Sweden. Ray grabbed my hand and said, Lolo, you do not like the company, there is no ... no ...
  No, this is my decision, Switzerland, in fact, you and I understand that some things, and doomed to can not change, and after, you take care.
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  Lolo hosts, told me that she had divorced, and want me to fulfill my commitment. I immediately give way to handle the related matters, such as Lolo sitting in the office, hung his head, with a few hair slip in Jiabian disobedient, I was suddenly overtaken by the urge to move it out of them. Ultimately hold back, I pretended to cough loudly, Hekou coffee for cover and asked [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], after going this?
  Lolo chuckle heard [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], raised his head, Heimou where there is no focus, such as in himself, why you did not, and Yan married, you should be very happy. And then shook his head, Oh, this has nothing to do with me.
  Yan, why mention her, and she also played between us, what role? I also want to ask Lolo got up, walked Wang Menkou. I stopped her, let her straight, she refused, he kept the legs stretched out, is when we pull, Cheng pushed open the door. Looked at us one, paused, and had negotiated, the company can resume operations soon. Lolo nodded toward the process, laughing loudly counted to thank, and spared me to go out.
  pushed me a way to catch up to, in the busy street before he took her, Lolo, tell me, what I do not know, that year, that year, what is also hidden What? I'm hard to shake her shoulders, and I want to hear the answer too urgent, this seven years experience of all, is there significance?
  Lolo's hand to catch my face, eyes the circulation in the face over and over again, that returning to the dimple in her face again. That year, my mother was sick, needed money, so I am married to Ray ... ...
  why they do not tell me you, you know, the day I went to your house to find you, but, not in your day.
  day I went to your house, and saw your mother, as well, and Yan, that delicate woman, that perfect woman laughed, so I left. I just would want you to fly kites Bennv Hai, I can not give you that perfect life.
  then, then process it?
  I would not let him say, when we, there are too many helpless. Lolo's hand touch my face back and forth, gradually slide down, turned, walked across to the road.
  I look at her back gradually melt into the crowd, suddenly burst into tears, before disappearing in the background of her, I said, Lolo, if you love go, what will happen? Her footsteps paused, and did not look back, and then disappeared ... ...
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  If you love go, what will happen? Thought many times that when we, as too did not let go, then, would not another ending? Yin, you know? We had a baby, forged the results that night. I'd imagine that over a thousand times, if he (she) was alive, it will look like, like you or like me. Perhaps there will be your handsome nose, with my sweet dimples ... ... but, oh dear, this is just if. Today, we have nothing.