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Muslim Every night I go these days to see the moon roof, because here people told me, the first full moon day, is the Muslim festival of people break the fast.
neighbors to kill sheep and camels feast, I am also waiting for the women in a place called This is a place where women are bound in the decoration of one of the festival. I also like the local custom of dressing up to do the same with them.
day weekend on Saturday, we left home because there is no plan for a trip to the desert, so Jose and I read all night.
the second day we got up until noon, get up, went to town to buy a morning flight expired sent the local Spanish newspaper. After a simple lunch
, I cleared the dishes and return to the living room.
Jose immersed in the enjoyment of his newspaper, I was lying on the floor listening to music.
get enough sleep the sleep because I was feeling good, the town plans to go at night watch a Charlie Chaplin silent film -
sunny day, the air does not Fui Sha, beautiful music filled the small room, is a satisfying and relaxed Sunday.
more than two in the afternoon, Shah Rahway kids call my name out the window, they installed several large pockets to cut meat. I took a pack of colored plastic bags and give them new.
points over the bag, and I stood looking a little desert. Street is making a number of new houses, the beautiful scenery of the desert day by day being cut off, I feel pity.
station for a while, not far from the two little boys I know do not know why they fight, lost a bicycle on the roadside. I think they play enthusiastically and ran to ride their bikes to play around in circles, until they played very seriously, and stopped the car to go and tried to mediate, not allow them to repeat the act.
off, I suddenly saw the ground there is a local string together with hemp rope necklace hanging here are the things people young and old. I am naturally picked up in his hand and asked the two children: Skipping a few steps, his face showing afraid of the face, one voice said: I feel a little wonder to the children, said: listening to music.
to a four-point variety, I opened the door to see the streets empty deserted, this necklace is still in the old place, I picked up looked thin; it is a small cloth, a heart-shaped stone , there is a piece of copper, these three things together made of wear.
copper I would have wanted this one, then did not see the town to sell Replica breitling, a small cloth and stone'd never seen before. Think about this string of things so dirty, not worth a dollar, maybe someone else has not lost, I pondered a moment, it will simply pick up the home.
to home, I got very happy to see Jose, he said:
I went to the kitchen scissors, cut the rope, the little cloth smell smell up there stock, I do not love to throw trash barrel to go, stone has strange odor, but also to the lost. Only a small piece of dried bean curd-like rust red as copper is very smooth, also set around a beautiful white metal, is not linked with others, I looked like, with a cleanser to wash it clean, to find a thick ribbon son, just hanging around on the neck, looks very modern.
I went looking for Jose, to him, he said: and listen to music, after a while child, take it forgot.
listened to several audio tapes, I feel a little sleepy, feeling very strange, did not get up until a few hours, how the whole body will feel tired? Because it is trapped, I put the recorder on the chest lying flat, so you can save up for band, I hung the sign on the neck attached to the recorder. At this time, the recorder did not switch a few times, it suddenly parades around like crazy, music, speed and tempo is not right, like the angry general. Jose jumped up, closed the switch, the strange looks around, his mouth muttering was: test, the worse, all tied together with tape, and we roll by with the hairpin to pick out the mess of tape. Jose find tools, began to be repaired. Jose tool
get when I play the recorder in hand, because the home electric appliances, broken when he was pat me Cookin, they tend to be good together, it is not open to revision.
and then shoot a bit, I feel itchy nose, and hit a sneeze.
I used to have very serious allergic nasal, often sneezing, inflammation of the nose is very easy, but before the burst by a Spanish doctor cured, long time no recurrence. It began under the sneeze, I mouth saying:
the way to the bathroom five steps, however, I played several attached to sneeze at the same time feel a bit uncomfortable right eye, look in the mirror, his eyes a little red, I do not go with it, because the nose to stream out.
so fast I hit more than twenty consecutive sneezes, I think not quite right, because in the past few will continue to fight so. I still do not really care about, go to the kitchen pulls out a medication to eat, but more than twenty sneeze was over, less than ten seconds, and more earth-shattering straight down.
Jose stood, his face puzzled and said: .
played a total of more than one hundred sneeze, I have tears nose was a mess, and finally it stopped for a few minutes, I quickly ran to the window to the fresh air. Jose went to the kitchen to make a cup of hot water, put a few pieces I drink tea.
I leaned against the chair and drank some tea, side of your nose, the eye piece of the red side of the place that heat up, then go look in the mirror, it has a swollen, so fast, less than twenty minutes , I am surprised, but still do not care, because I have to stop my sneezing, they are occasionally or tens of seconds to play. Hold my hand a wastepaper basket, side side lost your nose, until the next typhoon speed as to break out like a big sneeze, nose bleeding has erupted, and I turned to Jose said: ! Put across a movie like the same lens, and then around the walls Cartier, ceilings spin. I rushed to catch him, for his name:
I did not feel afraid, but was dreadfully puzzled, this short half hour, in the end Why do I suddenly like this.
Jose dragged me away to the bedroom, in front of me dizzy, eyes closed, people are upside down like a, like in the halo. Few minutes in bed, stomach feel right, struggling to rush to the bathroom and began vomiting up loud.
the past I often vomit, but not the kind of spit method, the day the body is not only stomach churning, as if the body's internal organs have to vomit out torture me like crazy, over at noon to eat vomit and began vomit water, finished water vomit, vomit yellow gall, 吐完 the grievances, and then spit out nothing, I can not control the loud retching.
Jose hugged me hard from behind, so I spit, ah, ah sneezing, epistaxis, ah, until I completely ran out of strength, sitting on the ground so far. He will be towed back to bed I go, I wipe her face with a towel for one side in a hurry asked: bad. I think the general collapse, the flow in a cold sweat, but the house does not turn, and sneezing do not fight, no stomach discomfort, I am Jose said: tea, I drank a few minutes, feel completely well, sit up, eyes wide rely on blankly.
Jose touched my pulse, but also hard at my stomach and asked me: out of bed, he looked at me, really good, Dailiaoyixia, said:
when Jose suddenly Banzhu my face, said to me: I said: Strange stomach started cramped. I walked back to bed, the pain like a bolt of lightning caught me, I feel that my stomach was twisting his hand in it, twist it. I try to fight it Su Zhao body, but still could not help groaning, or suffer and endure this pain constantly increasing, I started beyond the control of rolling around in bed, screaming out of the mouth, pain later , darkness in front of me, only to hear, like beasts in their barking. Jose was asked to hand over my stomach and rubbing, and I pushed him hard, shouting: I'm hoarse, chest pain lungs are attached together, each breathing, lobe tip also cramp. Then I like a rag doll, the horrors of being an invisible piece of a thing to me in pieces. My eyes is completely black. Could not see anything, theosophy is very clear, but physical pain of the slaves did, in effect do not struggle. I call no more, began to bite the pillow, grasping sheets, sweat soaked body.
Jose kneeling beside the bed, anxious almost to tears, and he constantly asked me in Chinese only in the child's parents and sister told me to nickname - At the sound, Dailiaoyixia, surrounded by darkness, ears like a heavy sound of the explosion, like the roaring of thunder like a call back, but not a moment to release my pain, I began also to scream I heard myself scream aloud in Chinese in: was broken in a visceral pain like crazy.
Jose picked up between me go outside, he opened the door, I will be leaning against the door, then ran to open the car, put me into them, I know I'm on the outside, and to bit his lip to keep himself called pain. Strong light shining through, I closed my eyes and feel sensitive to light are scared dear, I'm blindfolded and their hands on Jose said: called:
hospital is of course impossible in the desert Sunday, a doctor, Jose can not find the person, without a word, turned around to the open desert to the Army barracks. To the edge of our camp, the guards saw me that way, quickly came to help, the two people I hold in carried into the semi-trailer semi-medical room, the guards immediately order someone to go to medical officer. I was lying sick on stage, I feel good man came slowly, ears do not ring, no black eyes, the stomach does not hurt, until twenty minutes later, the medical officer quickly came in, I have to sit up , just a little empty, others are normal.
Jose avalanche-like illness this afternoon, tell a doctor to listen to the doctor listened to me the heart to the pulse, looking at my tongue, knocked on my stomach, I do not in pain, but heart a bit fast. He was very strange sigh of Jose said: said: within the swollen up. Medical officer looked at, give me a shot anti-inflammatory injection he look at me that way, not like a joke in him, then said: stomach. Lie down, then spit out again if the pain of the right to call me.
strange to say, an hour before I have the same pain as if possessed by devils, completely in the treatment room did not have recurrence. Half an hour later, guards, and Jose helped me on the train, the guard is very good to say: the body.
Desert Legion way home, is under a very steep ramp. Jose started the car, slowly slide down and slip less than a few meters, I felt light car accident, Jose did not step throttle, but if someone at the back of the car like speed up the slope. Jose tread brake force, brake not working, I saw him immediately brake handle, the gear change to a file, while tension said to me: The washed down, he went to the brakes, but the hard brake stuck, the slope is not very high, and reasonable to say that the car can not slide so quickly again, busy we seem to float like sliding down Jose called me aloud: Opposite to the one ten large trucks military vehicles, and we appeared to be hit, I went to That kept sliding for a long time, Jose saw in front of a sand, he took the car to look to hit the sand, the car stopped, two of us in the gray days of ash to the sand scared cold hands and feet, paralysis down.
military vehicles across the bike down on the people immediately, they came to us one hand ask:
so they took a shovel to addition of sand, we still soft in the seat, as if people had a similar hypnotic.
Jose After a long pause, only to say a word, he said that the soldiers: There are so scary, after the car started, he is a good time trial brake, Jose does not believe, go try it, actually is good. It just happened a few seconds like a nightmare, waking up without a trace. We are looking at a loss for words car, can not believe this reality.
how the two of us then got on the future, and how to drive it home slowly, and afterwards to look back, no longer remember, that in a period of time like hypnosis is not one memory.
to the door, Jose to hold me off and asked me: West Torrey forward, the other left hand still holding the door, my body against him, a small piece of copper and ran into Jose, which is when I think of them later recalled, when this nature will not notice the little things .
Jose to try to jack me, he vigorously with their feet hit the door, I felt a pain in pitch darkness. Four fingers pressed tightly to the door, the Jose did not see, but also tried to drag me to go home, I said: soon, I'll go to open the car door, pull out, index finger and middle finger looks are flat, and after a couple of seconds, the blood flow out Wow, what a warm, wet the palm of your hand slowly.

I somehow think the final body are like the exhaustion of strength, not hand the pain is very, very false, I am eager to hurry me down to sleep. Jose
I said: my lower abdomen, Jose still see my card broken hand, she hastily on Jose said: came from very far away, I looked up to see what Jose weak, his face like a shadow floated on the waves. Jose also forced to squat down and hugged me, and a face of the neighbor woman said: ?
I bow down to look, small water injection like blood, flows down along the legs, was on the floor dip in a pool of red Nongxue, skirts wet on the back of a large, quiet non-stop from the blood to flow out of the lower abdomen.

It was clear I was just floating out like that to light, Jose I remember I also said: walking, kicking open the door, put me on the bed, I lie down, I feel like popping about broken open lower body, and the blood rushed out like springs so.
I do not feel any pain at that time, I was overtaken by their feathers slowly going to fly.
wife Godber rare to quickly run in, rare to wearing trousers with a big behind, rare places on Jose said: said: take her to the hospital, I am sure she is not pregnant. My life does not make sense to me at this time, the only hope is that they stop talking to me always quiet, not even the dead than the voice in my physical pain of the injury rendered me.
I heard the wife rarely to speak loudly, the noise makes me as a fragile being that a string to a back and fiddled with, very sad. I throws his two hands, to cover your ears.
my hand touched the messy hair, to the wife rarely uttered a cry and immediately retreated to the door, pointing at me, snapped the use of native language speaking a few words on the rare, rare to immediately become back a few steps, with a good heavy sound of Jose said: . The two uppity fool.
rare hard to take off their shoes to play the hand of Jose, brand fall, lying on my bed.
his wife also says a lot, and rarely seems hysterical to Jose asking: West stuttering in the speech, he was inspired by Han and his wife in shock, he said: fast! We go outside to speak.
I heard that they will shut the door in front of the corridor, all in the living room.
my spirit has recovered from a very strange, I sweat a lot of flow, slow my breathing heavy, heavy was not open my eyes, but my body was no longer floating.
At this time, surrounded by so quiet, so cool and bright, without a little voice, I feel comfortable I'm tired slowly submerged.
I was going to fall asleep.
not a few seconds, I'm very sensitive that the existence of a spiritual thing, a kind of invisible power of the image are flowing into this little room, I even think it sends a very subtle slightest sound. I tried to open my eyes, only to see the ceiling and the closet edge of the curtain, I closed my eyes, but my sixth sense is telling me that there is a river, a snake, or a flow of what has come in, they piece of ground sign to stop the flow past in the coming slowly, slowly rising constantly filled the room. Somehow I feel cold and afraid, I opened his eyes, but can not see what I am.
This took another ten seconds, as my memory like a spark flashed in my mind, I almost became panic stone, I heard myself scream out. I scream, then scream, I want to move their bodies, but I did not breath. I saw a small bedside table of the cup, I took all the strength to hold it, lift it to throw up a small mud, broken glass, rattled, and I heard the side door opened, and Jose ran.
I caught Jose, crazy, said: pushed me to lie down to go over this time rare in the East West sniff sniff, Jose has sniffed out, they also said: Outside, Jose and rushed to turn off the tube, and washed out.
rarely ran a hand across the street Qushi pebbles, but also push Jose: seconds, and rare to hard to push him Cartier, he took the stones to run inside.
that night, we slept at a friend's house. House doors and windows wide open, so that the gas disperse. We looked at each other, to say a word, I am afraid to occupy all our heart and will.
Yesterday evening, I lay on the living room couch, quietly listen to the sound of every car passed, eager Jose came back from work early.
neighbors with children do not do what they always in the window's around, I was completely isolated.
Jose after work, etc., and his three colleagues Shah Rahway only come with the door.

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I say this sentence, the three local people are scared, they say in unison: Three of them are angry at me, asked me: My nose allergies, I often raw eye of a needle, I will spit, often dizziness, stomach pain, lower body, after strenuous exercise there is always a slight bleeding, and I always cut hand when cutting vegetables -.

two days, the thoughts in my mind, then thought, and thought to be a problem but is hanging on.
I was thinking - perhaps - perhaps subconsciously I always have the desire to end their lives. So - disease to come. has endured to the limit. long, the area known as like cold water together.
nightmares later, not quite like my health situation, many friends advised me to do body check, I think, for me, all this has been explained, do not go trouble the doctor.
Islamic fasting holiday today, out of the window cloudless blue sky, cool breeze is blowing in the summer is over and autumn is beginning the beautiful desert.